Beyond Existence

Everything

Mon, 25 Mar 2013 03:29:57 -0400

will work out. David, it’s alright.

Fuck you emotions

Tue, 19 Mar 2013 10:51:41 -0400

metamercado:

I have work to do. Why can’t you stay bottled up the way you have been for the past two years? Why are you there to begin with? Idk what to do with you, it’s not gonna go anywhere. I bet everything’s gonna explode in my face like it does every time and then I really would lose everything. I don’t want this to slip away from me! I really hope this works out, I hope everything’s better once I come out about this.

HE RETURNS

you know shit got serious when I write nonsense about it on tumblr

Fuck you emotions

Tue, 19 Mar 2013 01:34:17 -0400

I have work to do. Why can’t you stay bottled up the way you have been for the past two years? Why are you there to begin with? Idk what to do with you, it’s not gonna go anywhere. I bet everything’s gonna explode in my face like it does every time and then I really would lose everything. I don’t want this to slip away from me! I really hope this works out, I hope everything’s better once I come out about this.

Photo

Tue, 15 Jan 2013 14:48:04 -0500

Long week

Thu, 13 Sep 2012 22:38:02 -0400

and it’s not even over yet… I’m at the last stretch before I can sleep like a normal person again, even if it’s for a day or two. At some point I have to put things into context: is this what I really want? I need to set more defined goals and seek more pertinent motivation because the shit deal I got from high school was not worth it, and I don’t want the same to happen again in college.

"ARRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!! WHY WON’T YOU DO THE URRRRRRRRRR I FUCKING HATE YOU PIECE OF..."

Wed, 12 Sep 2012 00:50:44 -0400

“ARRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!! WHY WON’T YOU DO THE URRRRRRRRRR I FUCKING HATE YOU PIECE OF SHIT!!! *throws ball across room* *sigh*”

- David Mercado, while debugger program is malfunctioning on him

It’s a Smiths kind of day

Mon, 03 Sep 2012 22:40:44 -0400

It’s a Smiths kind of day

“If the doors of perception were cleansed every thing...

Sun, 26 Aug 2012 19:40:44 -0400

“If the doors of perception were cleansed every thing would appear to man as it is, infinite.” - William Blake

crookedindifference: Rest in Peace, Neil Armstrong Buzz Aldrin...

Sat, 25 Aug 2012 20:26:46 -0400

crookedindifference:

Rest in Peace, Neil Armstrong

Buzz Aldrin took this picture of Neil Armstrong in the cabin after the completion of the first EVA. This is the face of the first man to set foot on the Moon, just hours earlier, on July 20th, 1969.

Neil Armstrong was a quiet self-described nerdy engineer who became a global hero when as a steely-nerved pilot he made “one giant leap for mankind” with a small step on to the moon. The modest man who had people on Earth entranced and awed from almost a quarter million miles away has died. He was 82.

Chin up, Grin up

Tue, 21 Aug 2012 00:55:41 -0400

Given the circumstances of my well-being

You might as well guess that I’m lost,

But given some thought I am seeing

That my insecurities come at a cost.

It is much better to keep up a facade

And hold my shaking hand steady -

You’re looked upon higher, my lad,

With a confidence bluffing you’re ready.

okay (clarification):

Mon, 20 Aug 2012 23:56:00 -0400

it was swedish vodka, i mixed it with some old pina colada mix, it tasted nasty, upset my tummy, i was the only one who drank the shit, our pizza was terrible, the movie we watched was not that great, i wanted to kick everyone out, always sunny did not make me laugh tonight, and everything was going well until i drank that vodka, so the vodka sucks

"Vodka sucks."

Mon, 20 Aug 2012 23:20:23 -0400

“Vodka sucks.”

- David Mercado

lacigreen: instead of hating their bodies, they should all just...

Thu, 16 Aug 2012 02:15:01 -0400

lacigreen:

instead of hating their bodies, they should all just get in my mouth

Guys, like no joke, ^this^ is one of my favorite blogs and I definitely recommend that everyone check it out. It’s educational, it makes me laugh, it’s helped me get rid of misconceptions about other people and myself, and there’s a lot of stuff about sex (and that’s always interesting).

Bro?

Thu, 16 Aug 2012 02:01:35 -0400

brosef? i actually have a very good idea, so you don’t have to answer. you don’t have to tell me how you feel anonymously, but i guess it’s better than not saying it at all. you’re kind of a funny person, you know that? (not in the haha sense, well that too, but you know what i mean)

You don’t have to be so serious all the time. You can let go too, you know.

Thu, 16 Aug 2012 00:52:52 -0400

I’m sorry? I honestly don’t really know what you’re referring to. I mean you are right that I am “so serious all the time” and that I have a hard time letting things go, but I’m pretty sure you have something specific in mind and that this is not just general advice.

So...

Wed, 15 Aug 2012 01:15:48 -0400

My internet network is blocking all sites related to “social networking, games, music, video sharing, and pornography”… which most importantly means that I can’t go on facebook. This is an issue and I’m thinking my father is involved.

demnewswire: Paul Ryan’s Tea Party Problem: Voted for Bailouts...

Mon, 13 Aug 2012 00:25:41 -0400

demnewswire:

Paul Ryan’s Tea Party Problem: Voted for Bailouts (Before He Was Against It)

The way I feel about South Florida.

Sat, 11 Aug 2012 04:01:52 -0400

The way I feel about South Florida.

22

Sat, 04 Aug 2012 20:24:49 -0400

Not 1… not 2… not… 3… not 4… not 5… not 6… not 7… not 8… not 9… not 10… not 11… not 12… not 13… not 14… not 15… not 16… not 17… not 18 (well 18 gold)… not 19… not 20… not 21… 22 Olympic medals!

Nothing like getting back to that songwriting flow. They may be...

Fri, 03 Aug 2012 01:48:25 -0400

Nothing like getting back to that songwriting flow. They may be amateur and I might still be embarrassed to let anybody read it, but God is it cathartic. Who knows, maybe some of them will get some music to go along to them. I just hope come fall I can still find the time.